A Mysterious She-wolf novel Chapter 20

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Kavi's POV

I took in the sight of the person whom I despised the most in my life. He was well built like any other wolf and has an ugly scar across his left cheek. A cut from a silver knife! His blue eyes only showed pride and arrogance. Now I knew why I felt protective over Iniyan. He is my half-brother! His innocence attracted me, unlike Ilamaran's dirty mind similar to his father. I was still stunned as it was feeling surreal. I have been so close to him for the past one and half year. But I didn't happen to meet him before. Though this was good. I could give him what he deserved on this battlefield. Just the way I have planned all these years!

I turned around and looked at Sezhiyan.

"So, Alpha, he is the reason you didn't want my presence here. Right? I am capable of more than you think, Alpha. And this has become my war now. I know you want to teach him a lesson for laying hand on your pup. But let me do the honour. I promise you that I won't use any of my special powers. As you mentioned, I will put up a fair fight. I have been training for this moment for the past seven years, Alpha. Please let me do what I wanted at this once."

I spoke to him in a faint whisper. Despite wolf hearing, a very few closer to us could hear me. Sezhiyan was about to reply but Krishnan's voice stopped him.

"Stop bragging about your Alpha, bitch. He will not stand for a minute on the fight with me. You will see that in a few minutes. Yeah, we would finish this war within minutes."

He bragged about himself. I admired his arrogance as it was only increasing my desire to see it fall along with him.

"Oh Moon. I have heard very much about you! And I highly like to see your strength. Will you accept my challenge for a one-on-one? I will show you what we are made of and after your death, the rest of your pack will get their well-deserved punishment from the council."

I spoke in an extra sweet tone but the words have its effect. Blood warriors growled in a warning and it was reflected from our pack. Sezhiyan pulled my wrist and started whisper-yelling me for challenging him. But a challenge can only be accepted or denied it can't be reversed.

"Oh I don't fight with a woman. I use them for an entirely different purpose."

Krishnan stated and laughed with some of his minions. But the rest of the pack has either lowered their head or let out a sigh. So my calculation about this pack was right. They weren't completely poisoned despite the venomous Alpha. The sun was almost up and within minutes, the war would start.

"Is that so? Or are you afraid of losing to a she-wolf?"

I asked in a mocking challenging tone.

"Kavi, Don't do anything stupid. Please."

I was surprised that Akhilan said this to me.

My eyes softened. If I die here, he will feel it. But I have faith in my training. I will reveal everything to you after killing him with my hands, baby. I mentally promised him.

"I have to, Akhilan. I can do it. Trust me."

I said softly. He looked conflicted but nodded his head.

"I accept your challenge. But don't think I would let you live when you beg me in submission! Let me start the war with your blood."

He roared and stepped forward swiftly removing his t-shirt and flexing his muscles to intimidate me.

"Let's see who is begging for life."

I replied venomously and stepped in the circle drawn by Mithun.

I heard faint voices of 'All the best' from my pack. I nodded at them with a determined smile and stepped in. Krishnan stood there very casually as if he was capable of killing me in a swipe. I mimicked his pose and tapped my foot boringly. He growled at me for disrespecting him like that. But once inside the circle, your status won't matters, your power and strength matter. As he already announced that this was a 'fight to the death', no other rules were required.

As always, I started with my defensive move to dodge his three attacks in a row. But the next blow to my head made me fall. There was blood near my mouth. Damn! He is strong and my head pains like a bitch now. My wolf motivated me to get up as she despises him just like me as he was the reason for us to stay away from our mate.

He laughed at me but I smirked and kicked his leg and made him fall too. Practising kickboxing made my legs stronger. I got a whistle from Surya which followed by others from Green Ocean pack. We both stood up reflexively and my wolf wanted me to start attacking him. I jumped on air and started throwing punches with all my strength on his face. He caught my wrist after the fifth punch and tightened his grip almost breaking my bone.

I quickly kneed his upper thigh for which he left my hand at my sudden move. Upper thighs were always a weak spot of men as they might reflexively cover their private. I smiled venomously and started using the combo moves I practised with Surya. I felt his wolf surfacing as I wasn't giving him any chance to catch any of my parts and delivering continuous strikes. He might have practised brutally but I have skills to dodge them and to hit him without giving a chance to react.

He let out a frustrated growl and lunged at me. I tried to dodge but he turned halfway and pinned me to ground and extended his claws and tried to dig into my face. I blocked his attack with my hand and his claws punctured my palm. I used my wolf power to throw him away from me and stood up kicking his bent face when he tried to get up. I was healing quicker than him. Healer blood's benefit!

I jumped and locked his head in my hand backwardly and bent to throw him on the ground. He landed down with a 'thud'. Without wasting any time, I straddled him and started punching his face. I love to see blood oozing from him. Blood for blood. Pain for pain. I will put his body below your feet, Mom. I felt enraged with my thought. He dug his claws into my sides to throw me off him. I didn't budge but caught his throat and choked him.

He must have realised the real threat as I saw a glimpse of fear for the first time in his eyes. It feeds my ego and I started choking him tighter. He shifted into his wolf kicking me away from the circle. I quickly got up with the rush of adrenaline in my system and ran back into the circle and kicked the side of his wolf. He didn't budge and I fell on the ground. Alpha wolf's perk! Strong Build!

He started attacking me with his huge form, it was getting difficult for me to react to his swipes and bites. I was losing blood and at the same time my wolf was patching up only the important wounds instantly. My pack cheered for me to go on. But I can't win his wolf with only my human power anymore. I took in a deep breath and extended my claws out. I heard a collective gasp from Green ocean pack members. I gave them an apologetic look.

I watched the wolf circling me and jumped to happily dug my claws into his stomach. I dug my hand deeper near his rib turned my palm upside down swiping his flesh there with my sharp claws. I knew I have dug into his lung and if his body starts healing that wound he will lose energy sooner than he had thought. He yelped and bit into my fore-hand hard and pulled my claws out of his body throwing me away with a bump. I could feel the blood dripping from my hand where his teeth sunk but also it was healing. I lazily stood up. I growled loudly for the first time in front of our pack and started aiming kicks for his huge head. It was slightly different from my Saturday tournaments as I never faced an Alpha there. He clawed my shoulder and neck and was aiming for my throat.

I won't let you take my life before I ensure I have done something which might forever bring my face before you! I wasn't working on any strategies right now. I knew he will get tired soon with all his blood loss. And that's when I gonna implement long-planned strategy. I bent down to punch him and successfully punched his snout but he pinned me down with his paws and bent down to bite my throat. It happened so slowly. I saw his huge wolf opening its mouth with sharp canines craving for my blood. I heard various voices from both of our pack. I blinked and asked my wolf to shift. Before the transformation, I punched his snout again distracting him from the aim to my throat but I was still pinned down. She let me shift in the meantime he regained the balance from the punch. Fur sprouted out of my skin and my mouth elongated. His wolf tried to manage his grip but he couldn't pin me anymore.

I kicked him with my hind legs and rolled on the ground and stood up proudly in my Silver white wolf form. My pack watched my secrets unfolding with wide eyes. Krishnan stood up and gave me an evil wolfy smirk. I tilted my head in confusion. But a prick at my side confirmed his smirk's reason. I looked sideways and saw Ilamaran was stepping out of the circle with a huge smirk and there was a big injection in his hand. That bastard had injected me with silver. Sezhiyan started approaching my direction with a loud growl on seeing Ilamaran's cunning act.

'I am immune to silver. Don't worry, Alpha. I will take care of him.'

I looked at him with a wolfy smirk. Sezhiyan halted on his steps and looked at me shaking his head with a small smile.

Krishnan looked at me in confusion because any normal werewolf would have shifted into their human form now with the silver in their system. I used the opportunity and jumped at him and bite his left foreleg using his stunned-form. He bumped his head hard on mine to release himself and bit the side of my maw. He howled at the pain. But I already enjoying the feel of his bones crushing between my canines. I was feeling the pain from his attacks but my will power and desire to see him in pain made me continue doing the brutal things. I howled challenging him. He limped and came near me. I looked behind him and noticed a man holding Ilamaran bound in silver chains with his head bowed in shame. It seems like some people are actually genuine in their pack. Maybe they were afraid to go against their Alpha.

We circled each other and growled at each other waiting for someone to make the move. I jumped on seeing him jumping at me but used my body weight to do a rotation on air dodging his attack. I lunged at him from behind and took a chunk of his flesh from his stomach where I already dug my claws into. His blood was making my wolf wanting for it more. I spit it out and circled him. There are some special moves to use in my wolf form which I have learnt from the wolves in the North. Spending most of my time in my life in preparing for this moment was paying me off very nicely. I did a couple of tricks and struck him hard.

He seems lost of energy as he started panting and his moves were losing speed. This is the time! I used the opportunity and started scratching him all over his body. I don't want him to die so easily. As I planned, limb by limb! His fur was now drenched with his blood from my scratchings. I didn't scratch deeper but just enough to draw blood by breaking his skin. I bite hard into his damaged foreleg near his shoulder and pulled it hard. He howled in pain and fell when his limb had disconnected from his body. The blood from his vessel drenched my fur. I spit his foreleg from my mouth before his face and circled him with predator look.

'Kavi, you are better than this. Ask him for submission and let him live. We will make him pay for his mistakes. But don't do this. You might regret it later. Think about your mo...'

Sezhiyan quickly mind linked me on realising my intention of tearing him apart. I looked up at him with a smirk and nodded my wolf head no with fiery eyes and blocked my mind link in middle.

Krishnan stood up in the middle of the pool of his blood. He growled at me in a warning. I suddenly realized that I didn't tell him yet who I am. I took a step forward. He limped turned and tried to kick me with his hind legs but the sand came with them as he was now balancing with only one foreleg. I used my paw to clean my eyes and found my lenses came off with them. He looked startled on seeing my purple eye colour. With my wolf on the surface, a silver ring might be circling my eyes.

I shifted to my human form and smirked at him. I never bothered about nudity. The moonstone pendant is the only thing I had on me now. I walked up to him and pushed his weak wolf down by kicking his other foreleg. Fighting an Alpha is difficult but not for another Alpha wolf. I dug my claw to his hind leg and found the bone connecting his body with his leg. I slowly pulled it out of its socket while started speaking.

"Oh my dear Alpha! How did I forget this? You should first know why you are going to get this torturous slow death. After all, that's the least I could do for the one who forced his sperms into my mother's womb."

I didn't pull his leg completely but crushed the joint of the bones there. He looked at me in shock and horror along with the pain of his limb being crushed. He shifted to his human form not able to bear the pain. He looked very glorious with all the wounds I have inflicted on him. There were whispers between both packs from what I have stated. He held his broken leg with his right hand and hissed.

"Wh-at ar...are you saying?"

He stammered out breathlessly.

"I am the daughter of Anu Radha, the mate destined to you by Moon God but you abused that privilege."

I spat out. He was stunned for a minute and looked at me horrified and in surprise.

I took hold of his other hand and broke it backwards in the rage of remembering what this bastard had done to my mother. He howled out loudly in pain and cried out loud. He is actually crying! Oh the arrogant Alpha was now crying in the middle of the battle! The tears were mingled with his blood and a pure animalistic satisfaction was filling my heart.

I heard a scream of a familiar voice and turned around. My mother was coming toward our direction. She was looking at me in pure horror. Both of the pack was looking at me with a glimpse of fear in their eyes. The people who pitied me for the absence of my wolf was now looking at me with pride and fear.

"Mom! You ruined my surprise. I would have presented his limb-less body under your feet. The rapist who made our life a living hell was going to die, Mom"

I said with animalistic pride. But a hard slap across my face made me froze. She went to her mate and started crying. I slowly turned around and looked at them in disbelief.

"You are a heartless monster! How can you do this to him? Whatever he had done isn't your problem. It's between us. What have you done to him, you evil woman? Oh Moon! He is losing his conscious. How can you kill the person who is the reason for your birth? And how dare you attack my mate?"

She shouted at me.

Really? Logan covered me with his shirt which came till my mid-thigh and shook me back to reality. It hurts! And something within me increased my rage.

"What?!? Are you really calling me a heartless person? I am not the heartless one here. If I should say, it is you two."

I shouted at her. Aryan Uncle came to me and tried to calm me.

"This is not the time to discuss this, Kavi. We will speak about this later"

He held my hand and dragged me to the direction of our packhouse. I shrugged his hand and walked back near her.

"Leave me, Uncle. What did you say, Mom? Am I heartless? Then what would you say about yourself? Do you ever bother about my existence? You avoided me like some untouchable sin all these years just because I resemble him. How can you expect me to not despise him?

After your parents' death, did you ever bother about me? Yeah, I too have feelings. I corrected myself in everything. I wore lenses thinking that you would act like other mothers to me when you see me normal like other kids. I did everything... every single thing to get your attention. But you never glanced at my direction. Do you know? I even tried to kill myself by inflicting silver into me. My wolf got weak but that death too didn't like me. I started getting immune to Silver and now it will not harm me anymore.

When grandpa showed me what happened in your life using his mind link before his death, my only life goal has turned out to kill him. So I could have my mother back. I turned myself into a weapon to kill him. I lived my life for this moment. I planned his death in ALL the worst possible way. After all, I am just an outcome of his rape, right? That's why you never treated me like your pup. I distanced myself from everyone because no one was permanent to show love to me.

Now you are telling me that I am heartless because I tried to kill the ultimate person who caused all these miseries to me? Fine. But if you hate me so much, why didn't you kill me while I was in your womb. Grandpa always told that you would mention 'I am the light in your dark life'. Because your own mate raped you and left you the same day. But you always treated me like the darkness in your wake life and avoided me all the time. Why?

Did we ever have a daughter-mother conversation? Do you remember when you took me out last time? Its been fourteen years, Mom. Fourteen years! I don't even want my worst enemy to live my life. But you are calling me a monster! Thank you, Mom. Thank you very much for making me hate myself this much. But I love you so very much and it pains my heart when you do something even knowing that would hurt me. And still, you continue to do them again and again and again..."

I fell on my knees breaking down and letting out all my pent up emotions. She was crying hard burying her face in her hand. Logan and Aryan uncle were on my each side patting and rubbing my shoulder with pity. I wiped my tears making a decision for my life.

"You will never see this monster again in your life, Mother. I am leaving you. And I will never come back."

I stood up pointing myself and turned around.

"What about the war then?"

A person shouted from Blood Warriors pack making my blood boil.

"There is no war here. Go back to your place. The council will come for you."

My voice came out in Alpha command and everyone bowed their head and started going back except a few who hesitantly stood near their messy unconscious Alpha, looking at me with conflicted emotions. I nodded at them instinctively.

I saw Sezhiyan standing a foot away from me with his aura radiating how much he was feeling bad on listing to my confession. He pulled me into a tight hug irrespective of my protest to release myself from his grip. I bit my quivering lips to control my tears but I couldn't control anymore. I broke into tears again and hugged him back. After a few minutes, my mother's voice reached me.

"I am sorry, Kavi. Please don't leave me. But you should understand me first. I can't help it that my wolf still loves him. I too can't hate him completely though I initially was in anger to kill him at my first sight. After all, he is my mate, Kavi. My other half! *sobs*

Initially, I had nightmares about him. But in the later period, it was you who haunted my nights. I saw a repeated vision of the same purple eyes like yours killing and torturing people mercilessly. And I was there to appreciate you for such merciless acts. That's why I distanced myself from you. I didn't want my daughter to grow up into a heartless woman. Because I thought, I was the reason for your behaviour in that vision.

But it was what had happened now? Oh Moon! What have I done? You tore his limb without any remorse. You can't deny the fact that he is your father, Kavi. I always love you, Kavi. You are the only light in my dark life. You will always be. I could disguise like a bitchy mother, but I can't even bear the thought of losing you. Please don't go. I never said any of these things to anyone. But this is the truth. It hurt me more to give pain to the person I love the most in the world. Forgive me. Please don't leave me alone. Please! I love you, my baby."

I looked at her weeping form and rushed to her. Even though it hurts that she avoided me for a silly dream, I can't help to see her in tears. She never behaved like a mom, yet she never abandoned me.

Oh Moon God! How did I never think of the sadness in her aura like way? I noticed that sadness in her forever. But never thought that she was sad for me. She pulled me to a tight hug and whispered how much she loves me and how she had endured all my changes with great pain. All the sadness in me filled with contentment, on learning my mother never hated me and I regained the mother once I remembered as a five-year-old kid.

"I love you too, mom. Thank you for saying the truth."

She pulled away and looked at me hesitantly.

"Will you please heal him, he didn't mark me but I could feel his pain as we had mated. And I... I can't see him like that."

She told me in a whisper. I sucked in a deep breath. Destiny had a great plan to make me help the person whom I hate the most. He may not be the real reason as I thought, but I will never forgive him for what he had done to my mom.

I found his second in command sitting near the fainted Alpha. I walked up to him. I can't join his left hand back to his body as his socket was closed already with his healing power. But I could heal his right hand and left leg. I focused my energy there and made his bones join back to its old position and healed the deep wounds in his thighs and stomach. As I spent most of my energy in the fight and emotionally drained with my mom's drama, I started feeling dizzy. I absorbed a small amount of energy from each of the remaining Blood warriors there and healed all his wounds completely as my mom requested. And by the time I finished, I was feeling so light-headed. I quickly mind linked Logan to take me back and drifted to darkness with the thought of, I had a lot of explanations to give to the people who had trusted me.

[To be continued...]