Alpha's Blind Luna novel Chapter 90

Closing the door to the bedroom as quietly as I could, Zeke was taking up the entirety of the bed. It was about two in the morning when I finally got home. I’d checked in with AJ and he was still out with Morgan chasing down an obscure issue in Egypt. He’d actually asked me if this was a real mission but I didn’t acknowledge the question. I felt bad for not providing the truth that his mission was to keep Grandpa out of our way but we needed it to get some information.

'Outdated information.' Naresh growled in my head.

Sighing, I placed my duffle on the couch we had in the room. 'Maybe, but it was more than we had before. We hadn’t heard any movement for over four months. So it was new to us, just not what we were looking for.'

Naresh’s tail swished in my mind, irritated. While he didn’t agree with the bounty or trying to hunt her down, he did want to talk to her. Ask her why, ask her questions that only she could answer. It was the only reason he had gone along with all my running around and away from our pups, away from Zeke. He had his limits though and made sure I knew about it when he was unhappy. Incessantly reminding me.

I stripped down and looked at the monitor, the twins now sleeping in their new toddler bed. They still refused to sleep separately. Zeke and I didn’t mind but it was nights like these that made us worry. Rowan was flipped, his leg crossing his sister’s chest and a foot dangerously close to her face. Reagan, on the other hand, had slipped her foot under Rowan’s arm and into the crook of his neck for warmth. The rest of them sprawled over the entirety of the bed. Shaking my head, I would go and adjust them after I took my shower. Even without my clothes, I smelled like humans with having to take a plane back from Germany.

Closing the door to the bathroom quietly, I turned on the shower and waited for a moment before stepping into the warm water. Running my hands through my hair, my lips pursed. My hair had gotten so long but now, it seemed to weight me down more than usual. Seeing my mom’s hair cut short, while I had finally won it felt like a hallow victory without her here.

'I wonder if they cut it while she was in China.'

'They probably shaved her completely. That might just be how long she’s been able to grow it out.'

Running my hands through my hair, I started to shampoo and massage my scalp. 'It seems moot now to have my hair this long. Maybe I will trim it.'

Naresh was quiet for a moment. 'Speak to our mate before you do anything drastic.'

We lapsed into another silent spell. There was something to being home and in your own bathroom, and your own shower, that had a calming effect. It was nice feeling like I didn’t need to be so wound up all the time. I needed to refocus; Camilla was right. I just didn’t know how. I’d always felt pulled so many ways and while our whole pack was putting out fires, I never felt like it was making a difference. It was something I struggled with and I knew if I kept going, even if I forgot the hunt for my mother, that I could easily slip back into not being around for Zeke or the pups.

The door opened and I looked out of the glass, seeing Zeke leaning against the doorframe. His arms were crossed over his chest and he had a slight frown on his face.

“Sneaking in again? I wonder if you did this as a teenage.”

Shaking my head, I stopped mid-shake. “Well, from when I was at the castle at sixteen, absolutely. Before that though, no, not really. It’s hard in a pack that basically alienated you because of who you were.”

Zeke huffed, shaking his head. “Did you get what you were looking for?”

I shook my head. “Not what I wanted, no. I didn’t get my mother. The last information they had was from five weeks ago. That was the last time she was spotted. Outside of that, there wasn’t anything else.”

I saw Zeke start to shake his head. He’d stopped voicing his opinion in the matter. It had fallen on deaf ears before. Now, I felt guilty. Guilty that my mate felt like he couldn’t talk to me anymore because of my stubbornness. It was like I was seeing past the anger and rage I had been feeling. While it was still there, I was still upset, it wasn’t blinding me anymore.

“Vale?” Zeke stood, worry in his eyes. “You okay?”

'He probably felt your shift in emotions.' Naresh pointed out.

“On this trip, I realized how stupid I’ve been. It took someone else outside the pack, outside our family, to make me see it.”

Walking forward, Zeke stripped down and I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. He really was incredible. His body begged to be worshiped, especially with the amount of training he did with Hector. My eyes narrowed, had he been bulking up lately? His shoulders and his body in general looked like it was larger. Another pang of guilt ran through me. How had I not noticed this till now?

“Vale?” Zeke got into the shower with me, the water now beating down on him. “Is something wrong?”

I put my hands on his chest, splaying my fingers and slowly dragging them down his front. He moaned, his eyes fluttering closed as I watched the water falling down his front. My nails scrapped his abs as they made their way down. His cock was already at attention, begging to be touched. Going down on my knees, I licked the tip and he jolted, not expecting it as his eyes were closed.

He hummed, his eyes meeting me. “You don’t…”

“I do. I want to.”

As soon as I said it, I took his whole length in my mouth. It slipped in and I used my tongue to swirl the bottom of his shaft. Not quite fitting completely in my mouth, I wrapped one of my hands around the rest. The other hand took hold of his thigh, grabbing the meat of his muscle to hold him. Pulling back and hollowing out my cheeks as much as possible, I sucked him into my mouth. Zeke let out a strangled cry, his hands bracing against the tile wall and the glass door. I continued my sucking, picking up the pace as he let out strangled cries intermixed with my name.

It wasn’t long before I felt his legs start to shake, and I let go of his leg. Coming up under his balls, I wet my fingers before sliding them slowly into his ass. He bucked against my face, his dick going further into my mouth. It made me gag but I continued, massaging his asshole as I fucked him with my mouth.