Come Back to Me novel Chapter 411

Ben finally realized what a desperate situation was. He thought that now, the person he loved most was lying in his arms, but she was expressionless and did not react at all, just like air!

Even though she was in his arms, he couldn't feel her breath. He missed the past. He really wanted to go back to the time when she was with him, or even when they first met!

The moment he first saw her was deeply imprinted in his mind. He couldn't count how many times he had seen her. He thought of her, thinking of their first meeting, and only in that way could he fall asleep peacefully. In his dream, she was wearing a man's suit and a hat, looking at him unscrupulously, with undisguised love in her eyes. In public, she pulled his sleeve and raised her lovely little face. She blushed and said, "I like you!"

At this moment, she was in his arms, but he could never see such an innocent woman.

Ben bent over, and said regretfully, "Wendy, tell me, what do you want me to do?"

Wendy's dull eyes became a little angry. She raised her eyes and stared at him with tears, but her eyes were still blank. Even, from her eyes, Ben saw her blank life, which made him panic and scared. He looked excited, and he grabbed her shoulders with two big hands and said nervously, "Wendy"

He opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, because he saw the mockery at the corner of her mouth and the despair in her eyes. Would she really feel overwhelmed with pain when she was with him?

Wendy's eyes went vacant. She stared at him, tears streaming down her face. There was no joy, sadness, or any emotion on her face. Looking at her like this, he would rather she was angry at him now and vent all her unhappiness to him.

However, Wendy still stared at his face calmly. She just stared at him without moving, and her eyes were emotionless. After a long time, she said with her trembling lips, "Ben, what are you still hoping for? Do you know... "

When Wendy said this, she choked with sobs again, as if a fishbone stuck in her throat. Panicked, Ben carefully held up her little face with both hands and coaxed, "No, Wendy, don't cry. I just hope that you can come back to me, really... I really miss you and love you very much. Little fool, can't you see that? "

Wendy choked with sobs, tears streaming down her face, and her eyes were still blank. Her behavior completely confused Ben. He hurriedly held her into his arms and said in panic, "Don't think too much. In the past... If I don't love you, think about it. Why should I take you in as a stranger? Why should I treat you well? "

Wendy's body stiffened. She pushed away Ben, stared at his flustered eyes, and said indifferently, "Your words are so sweet. You told me by yourself. In fact, you are so good to me just because of guilt, and you are good to me because of my sister. You killed my sister. Of course you will feel guilty! "

Ben looked at Wendy in panic. He wanted to take back what he had said before. Ben looked at Wendy in panic and said, "No... Wendy... I'm sorry. It was all my fault. I should have explained it clearly to you when I went to find Tracy. I'm sorry. It's all my fault! "

After that, he pulled her back into his arms and kept apologizing to her. However, there was no expression on her face, only tears falling down her face.

After a long time, he still didn't feel any movements of her. His heart tightened. He put his arm around her waist and hurriedly said, "Don't be angry. Don't be angry, okay? I will buy you ice cream tomorrow morning! "

Wendy's eyes were still dull. She stared at the flustered face of Ben and muttered, "What's the point of it?"

Tears welled up in her eyes again. She looked at his face expressionlessly and said, "It's meaningless, meaningless..."

What hope did he still have for a dying woman? Every time when she was desperate and was about to die in pain, he would abandon her and look for other women. Now, it was ridiculous that he came to her when she was about to die.

"Thank you, Ben!" Wendy suddenly smiled with tears in her eyes. *

Ben looked at her in bewilderment because of her reaction. She removed his hand from her waist and said indifferently, "I want to sleep!"

As soon as she finished her words, she lay down on the bed. Ben looked at her face. Wendy turned her head and burst into tears. Perhaps she could not cry much more.

The dead silence lasted for a few seconds, and then the big bed collapsed. With his arm around her waist, he turned her around and forced her to look at him. "Okay... I won't force you, but... You look thinner! "

His big hand held her small hand again and couldn't help kissing it. His heart ached as if it was about to fall apart. He stared at her face with tears.

"I'll feel sorry for you if you behave like this..."

Staring at his face with tearful eyes, Wendy kept shaking his head. After a long time, she said calmly, "No, you won't feel sorry for me!"

'If you really feel sorry for me, why haven't you found out that I'm sick yet? Why haven't you known yet? Every time I'm suffering from illness, why haven't you been seen when I'm alive and dead in pain!

A couple should be very careful, shouldn't they? But... It's been a long time, but you still don't know. You know nothing.'

Wendy wanted to say these words to him directly, but... Now it was really unnecessary and meaningless. She was no longer the innocent little girl in the past. She didn't just think that he would love her if she gave all her love to him. No, No. Ben wouldn't. She remembered that one of her friends had said to her, "If you like a man, but that man doesn't like you, you don't need to go after him, because men's hearts are made of ice. They all hate cold-blooded people. If they don't like you, they won't like you, even if you try your best to catch up with them. You have him, but in the end, if he doesn't love you, he will still abandon you! " At that time, Wendy strongly objected to this sentence. She didn't believe it, because she always believed herself and Ben. She thought he was not that kind of person, but... She was really wrong. Ben was as cold-blooded and ruthless as other men.

"Ben, you only know how helpless Tracy is. She has no one to rely on, but you never know what kind of pain I have experienced!" After a long time, Wendy stared at Ben and said calmly. She had said this to him more than once. But today was the last time! She was too tired to argue with him.

Ben held her in his arms and comforted her in a low voice, "Trust me. I won't. I really miss you. I've always been heartbroken for you. I'm also sad when I see your disappointment. Do you know how painful I was when I saw you go astray on the road of drug abuse? But... At that time, I really couldn't... I can't abandon Tracy. You know why I have to be stubborn? Wendy... We are both adults. We are not young anymore. Don't waste time anymore. "