I Will Escape novel Chapter 134

As the weeks are going by, I can tell that the pack is getting stronger. I watch as I walk the ground, seeing the little kids train always puts a smile on my face. I will say Damian is excellent with the children and Tonya has been helping him, they do such a good job together. 

It has been quite everyone has fallen into line, there haven't been any issues which sort of frightens me. I'm afraid of just being happy when something always happens. I try to keep my guard up at all times, but sometimes I just want to let loose and live life. But I'm scared that letting loose might allow something to happen to my pack.

As I watch one of the little girls waving, I walk over. I can see so much excitement in her eyes, she walks up to Damian and says, "hey sir can we take a break please, so we can say hello to the Alpha."

Damian looks back at me "come on kids, 5 more minutes than you're finished for today let's get it done first. Why don't you do your best to show the Alpha how good you are."

I see disappointment in her eyes, but she follows what Damian has said. She continues to train. I'm so proud of how much they have accomplished. I'm hoping that they won't have to use any of their training. They are so innocent, they deserve to be kids. 

I watch as I see Tonya approaching me. "Hey sis, what do you think?"

"I think you guys are doing an amazing job. It shows how great you are with children."

She smiles at me "yes, but it takes so much patience I will say Damien is a lot better at it than me, sometimes I just have to bite my tongue."

"I can tell he knows what to say and how to say it. He is so patient with them." 

Tonya looks at me with sincerity in her eyes, "Sabrina you don't have to be afraid you're going to be a great mother."

"Tonya, I really hope so every time I think about my childhood I wonder if it was just a lie if there was any truth, if they even loved me. My mother was such a gentle soul, she taught me to be the person I am. Just to find that she was working with the devil himself. That she was a monster just like him."

Tonya and I hear a deep voice coming from behind, "that wasn't your mom she might have raised you, but she wasn't your mother. Your mother was amazing, and she was the most caring woman I've ever met. You remind me a lot of her, you both do."

I turn to him as I look at Axel. I'm lost for words. I don't know what to say to him. I want to know more about my mother, but I'm afraid to ask. I'm not sure what to ask. I want to avoid triggering memories that he buried for so long. 

When we turned around, I stuttered, "I didn't mean it like that, I met the woman who raised me sorry."