Married at 19 novel Chapter 55

　　I was heading to a table with Sasha and Cecilia beside me when my tray suddenly slipped down from my hand. Everyone in the cafeteria quickly moved their attention to us as heard the loud bang from the tray with the foods all scattered all over the floor.

　　"Hey Bella, are you okay?" Sasha asked me while putting her hand around my shoulder as she noticed me about to fall.

　　What is this weird feeling that I feel right now?

　　'Bella...' I heard Nathan's voice calling for me as his face suddenly flashed in my mind.

　　Is he alright?

　　I really don't know how to describe it, but it was the same thing that I felt before he left me.

　　A bad feeling, to be more exact.

　　"Bella, talk to us." It is now Cecilia's turn to ask me. "Is everything alright?"

　　The scared feeling keeps surrounding me now, and I'm so worried that something bad might happen to my husband.

　　"Bella?" Both of them called my name.

　　I shook my head for once. "Y-yes..." I stuttered a bit as I replied her.

　　"Are you alright? Do you want to take a rest for awhile?" Sasha asked me, her face was full of worries.

　　I faked a smile to her. "I...I-I'm fine." I tried not to show my trembling hands to them. "I'm sorry for being so careless."

　　“It’s okay, Bella,” Sasha replied. “Come let me help you buy you another tray of food,”

　　“Are you sure you are alright?” Cecilia asked me while Sasha went to buy me some other food. “You surely look pale enough,”

　　“I’m fine, Cecilia,” I replied. “Don’t worry about me.”

　　*****

　　It has been a week now and I don't receive any calls from him. I tried to call his phone several times, but there are no services.

　　"Max, come here..." I called Nathan's dog who seems no active this past week. He only sits there on his pillow and only eat a few of his food, and he is rarely played with his toys.

　　I wonder why he was acting like that?

　　It's weird though.

　　Maybe he misses Nathan so much, so he is behaving like this.

　　And of course I miss my husband too. But, I'm also mad at him, because he broke his promised now since he didn't pick up my calls for once or even text me.

　　Did he really thinks that he will bother me because he knew that I have exam this week?

　　Arghh....I hate when he does that.

　　Too much concerned about me.

　　And silly too.

　　I remember when we had our final exam last year for a week. He is so silly that time, by avoiding me so I could study more. He just stays in his room, studying a little bit, but mostly he only plays with his video games.

　　Every night, he will wait for me to sleep first, then he will sneak into our bedroom room without making any sounds. And he really thought that his mission was accomplished. Well of course not, but it was so hilarious when he acts so childish like that and sweet too.

　　But not for long.....he then finally came to me two days before the exam to ask me for my help about his almost fail subjects. He begged me so much that time and even promised to do the chores for a week.

　　And of course he did the chores as he promised after the exam ended in a week. That was some of the things that I love about him, always never break his promises.

　　I took a deep breath.

　　Oh god.... seriously, I miss him so much.

　　I was looking our pictures together while smiling through my phone. But my finger stopped from sliding the screen as it shows Nathan's solo picture, grinning widely while scratching the back of his hair.

　　His cutest moves that I love so much.

　　I touch his cheek on the picture from my screen.

　　You're all fine there, right Nathan?

　　According to what he said to me before he left, he supposed, to return here by tomorrow.

　　Um....I think I should prepare something special for him. Like a candle light dinner, maybe. Then we will go for a date as he promised after that.

　　"I can't wait to see him!!!" I then rolling happily on my bed after saying that out loud

　　The day which I waited so much finally arrived and I eagerly want to meet him so I prepare myself since this morning. I know it was a bit overboard since his flight supposed to be land at 3.30 pm, but hey, I miss him so much, okay.

　　Sasha picked me up at 2 pm at my house with her car and drove us to the LAX. Both of us were waiting for Nathan and Seth at the arrival section. I really don't know why, but my heart keeps beating so fast maybe too nervous to meet the man I love. Plus, the scare feeling kept surrounding me too, and it was so weird though.