The Bully Girl in Qi's Arms is Beautiful novel Chapter 181

"In fact, before I met you, I didn’t know that you were the leader of a regiment.You said that even if you die, you should die.Then I'll tell you why I must destroy a regiment."

Her face was cold, every word, "because a group, touched my bottom line, but also nearly hurt the person I care about most."

Xize is her bottom line, and Qi Han is the person she cares about most.

"Bottom line, principle."

Ah he said, "I used to have conscience, bottom line and principles, but in the end, what do I get?"

He looked at Lin Xi, his eyes mocked, and asked: "does Miss Xiya dare to say that she has never resented?"

Lin Xi said: "I have already avenged myself.What else can I hate.What's more, the world has never brought me only pain and unbearable, but also sunshine and warmth."

The past experience is really painful.

At that time, she complained and hated.

If it wasn't for those days when life was not like death, how could she be like this now, not old and not dead, relying on drinking blood to support her life, like a monster.

But she also met a lot of good, sunny, positive...

So many beautiful people.

For example, the real "Linxi"

who suffered from illness but was still strong and optimistic and refused to compromise with fate.

For example, watching her daughter suffering from illness, her heart is like a knife, and she wants to kill herself to continue her life for her daughter, but she still refuses to cooperate with Xie Yunmei.

For example, willing to accompany her to the ends of the world, no regrets, just to comply with their own heart of Tang Bai.

Another example is Xize, who knows that there are many dangers and still has to stick to his mission, save the dying and heal the wounded, move forward bravely and never forget his original intention.

And Tang Zhen, how could fate have been fair to him, but decades later, even if he had the present status, he could still feel grateful and kind.

There are many, many people, let her know that not all people can be treated well by life and fate, but we still have to treat life well.

"But what I can see is endless darkness, in which I can never see the light again."

Ahe clenched his fist angrily.

"Ah ho."

Lin Xi called him softly, just like the tone of the first sentence she said to him when she saved him.

He still remembers the light, gentle voice—— "No matter what you used to call it or what you've experienced, forget it.

In the future, you'll call it ahe."

Ahe, ahe, she hopes that he can be kind to others, to life and to live in peace with the world.

Unfortunately, he failed to live up to her expectations.

Lin Xi said: "over the years, I've been through a lot of places, done a lot of things, and stained my hands with blood, but I never forget that I want to live in harmony with people, and don't easily get along with people's evil, so I won't kill everyone and take everything, l only let you take five orders a month.

I don't want you to lose your humanity and become insensitive tools for killing people for the sake of interests.

But you just think that’s a shackle.

"

Lin Xi sighed, took out her dagger, got up, and walked slowly towards ah he.

"Maybe I'm wrong.

When you left your companion for your own survival, I shouldn't ask for love with Tang Bai for you.

I thought you were just flustered.

You loved your life and didn't want to die."

"Maybe Tang Bai is right.

How can something engraved in flesh and blood be easily changed?"

She went to ah he and looked down at him with a heavy heart.

"Since I saved you then, now, let me end your life!"

Perhaps, in those days, she should not have been soft hearted and saved him.