'Am I really going to sacrifice my entire life for a woman who has never once returned my affection unless she wants to get something out of me? But, I've already done so many things for her…'
Previously, out of concern for Tracy's unfair treatment on the set, Roland helped her deal with Melody. As for Penny, he decided to 'take care of her' because he did not want Tracy to dirty her hands.
Yet, Tracy treated him worse than crap. She did not love him at all. It was only at that moment that he became acutely aware of this fact.
Moreover, he was plotting to harm a young girl in these deep mountains and old forests for Tracy's sake, yet she was most probably at home enjoying some red wine.
It was as if all of the scheming had nothing to do with Tracy. She ruined his life.
"Don't you feel pathetic to throw away your entire life for such a woman?" Lucas spoke at the right moment.
Roland immediately glared at him. "What do you know? You don't understand how much I love her. I can give up everything for her. You wealthy people can never understand our feelings!"
"Oh? Is that so? But does she love you back?"
The assertive Roland fell silent upon hearing Lucas' question. He could not answer that question as he knew deep down that Tracy never loved him. At best, he was just a lackey to her.
With her beauty and status as a big star, countless people liked her. What significance did he hold in comparison?
"She looks down on me. She's like the star in the sky, something a person like me can never reach in my lifetime. Just being able to watch her from afar is enough for me."
Roland sighed as if lamenting his love, but what Lucas said next instantly shattered his perception of his love.
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The readers' comments on the novel: The Day I Kissed An Older Man
I haven't skipped any chapter at all. Though the story is good, it keeps going back to base one. I think this has no ending at all and somehow after reading more than 2500 chapters it's kinda tiring already. They have drained all the thrills....
Great writing! I almost cried when Helen hit Melody! So sad! 😭 can’t wait to see how the relationship with her and Lucas develops though. So tired of the repetitive problems with different people....
Yikes my body tenses so much, my moods change as the scenes change. It leaves me wanting to continue reading....
my heart breaks for melody, so many ups and downs, i shed a few tears when lucas walked by melody carrying thalia, and melody stayed quiet while watching them leave. i find myself getting into character as if im one. i dont remember ever feeling like that in any other books. im thankful the 10 chapters/day. waiting for the next 10...
We have updated progress from 7 chapters/day to 10 chapters/day.<3...
i love grandma Beatrice, there needs to me more people like her in the world straight forward and to the point, no beating around the bush and worrying about offending anyone, why pretend to be someone your not....
looking forward to more chapters, The same thing is happening to Melody as what happened to Luna, if Luna was back maybe she would set Lucas straight, can't wait to see how Lucas handles the situations that will arrive. Poor Melody....
ya Lucas pay more attention to Melody lets see what happens waiting for more chapters thanks...
please send more chapters...
this is an exciting book to read, keeps you wanting more, suspenseful and dramatic, looking forward to more chapters...