A Girl’s Diary novel Chapter 52

I stayed all night in bed I was seriously not in the mood for life.

I think, even though I knew I hurt Ron by my actions, I was still hurt by his words. Even if they were said out of anger, my pain didn't subside.

I caused all this.

Tommy ordered pizza since we didn't have dinner which didn't lure me out of bed so he gave up and put some in my room just in case.

I was such a horrible person, I didn't deserve to eat anything...

Why did I hurt anyone who got near me? I stayed in my room all day with covers over my face so no one could hear me cry. I didn't deserve their sympathy.

"Okay, enough is fucking enough!" Tommy barged into my room pulling the cover abruptly. I wanted to hiss at the light. Wait, it was still morning!!

"Go take a shower, you look like hell," I looked at him weakly, literally didn't have the energy to move. "Okay then," He shrugged.

I felt his hands get beneath me before putting me down again in the tub. I didn't argue and tested my head on the edge closing my eyes.

I felt him go out and a minute later heard his footsteps. "Here, drink this," He put a cup with liquid onto my lips, I whined not wanting to drink anything. "Elena, I swear to God if you don't drink I'll force you." I sighed but obliged.

"Now can you please take a shower?" I nodded and watched him get out. I stripped and let the water spray down my body. I didn't have the energy to do more so I just dried off and put on the clothes Tommy left.

At least they were comfy, a hoodie paired with some sweatpants. I got out to find him still in my room, he walked towards me making me pause then leant down... sniffing my hair?!

"I knew you wouldn't wash it get in there I'm washing it, you really smell," Ever so blunt. I walked back anyway, it was so soathing getting someone to wash your hair. After he was done he helped me dry it off and put it in the worst messy bun ever.

"Happy now?" I said in a whisper.

He sighed rolling his eyes. "What do you think? My cheerful bestfriend is being a sad bitch," He sat down beside me my eyes were full of a new set of tears. My actions hurt him too... how could I be so selfish?!

"I'm sorry, it was a joke," He said pulling me to his chest while his hands were moving in circles along my back. Once I calmed down he pushed back a little to look into my face. "I called your father and he gave me his famous chicken reciepe," He grinned. "It took so much persuasion but he gave it to me and now the master piece is waiting for you," He took an awkward bow making me smile a bit.

He clapped like a maniac getting out of bed and doing a silly dance pulling me along with him.

"Now, let's go," He smiled like a Cheshire cat. I didn't have time to respond before he swooped me in his arms again running towards the kitchen.

There was a one hundred percent we would fall.

Guess what! We did fall but atleast there was a cushion to lessen the impact. "Get off me!" I said in a small voice to the giant on top of me.

"Oops, I think I squashed you," He said sheepishly helping me to my feet.

I sat down while Tommy served us both chicken and soup. The sight of food made me sick, I looked around but both Desmond and Ron were out of sight.

Tommy noticed me searching and spoke. "Ron has some business to finish and I thought Desmond should accompany him. It's not we need a bodyguard 24/7" He shrugged. "Now eat, girl." He looked at me expectantly.

Ron didn't want to stay in the same place as me... he hated me so much.

"It's okay let it all out." His voice was so gentle. My silent crying became to turn ugly with occasional hiccups.

When I stopped he pushed a glass of water my way. "Now let's fill your tummy up, you must be starving." I raised a brow. Yes, I didn't have dinner last night but it's not much. "You stayed cooped up in that room for over a day and I thought I'd give you some space but not anymore." He rampled.

Wait a second! A day!!! I wanted to facepalm. The concert is today! Kill me now.

"From this look, you figured it out. Now fucking eat before I force feed you. I'm keeping Aurora away but that won't last long, we have an hour then we have to leave." I nodded and stuffed my face with food.

Time to act like I wasn't the most horrible human being.