Cruel World novel Chapter 32

Theo

He was fuming, all he saw was red. He watched his wife looking aimlessly at car window...like she is thinking something deep. Is she thinking about that Rome ...fuck...he can feel the jealousy but he never accepts it.

He was calling this is his wife fault to behave like this and leave him alone in front of everyone.

When they reached home. He was silent and saw Sarah going to Ava room...fuck it he will ask her if she won't speak now...he waited for her outside the door..When she comes from Ava room.she was stun to find him outside. Theo cross his arms and looked arrogantly at his wife

'Theo ...do you need something' she asked softly

Theo whose anger was at peak .'Sir..it's fucking sir...now we are in the home away from public eye' He doesn't want to say that but he was angry and jealous too but he ignored that thought

Sarah flinched and looks scared ...she trembles...Theo grab her hand roughly and take her to the room..and said 'now Mrs. Grey tell me why that man wanted to talk to you'

Sarah was confused and terrified the way he was reacting and she was trying to process what was happening 'The,.sir i

Theo grab her chin tightly that sure enough, it will leave marks 'I won't repeat nor you will act confused cause you fucking know what I'm talking about'

Sarah tries to get away from him 'you are hurting me' her tears were falling

Theo felt little disturbed what he is doing but then he remembers she did this to her 'I will hurt you more if you don't fucking open your mouth'

Sarah shakes in fear 'I..He was my old friend actually he was Simon I mean my brother friend'

Theo was now more furious 'You mean that fucking boy you went home at 12 dec night alone'

Sarah was terrified to answer but the look she saw in Theo eyes made her talk 'Yes..but it's not like that

Theo then lost it and grab her hair roughly 'Then fucking explain what it was cause all I can see my wife left me alone in front of everyone to meet a strange man ...what I told you about my public image, what I fucking told you about you that you have to fucking look like my wife, not a dumb-headed girl that walks to anyone who called her....is there something between you guys' he yelled and tighten his hold..Sarah makes a painful sound that way he was holding her hair

Sarah was now crying 'Plz believe me..I just do what you told me...you give me your permission ... I can't understand the meaning behind your words and I apologized for that cause you are right I'm stupid..so stupid to leave you alone... I disappointed you..plz forgive me..plz

Theo soften the hold and felt bad and disturb the way she was begging him but then the devil return and he throws her to the bed and said 'Sarah you have one second...to fucking tell me what he is for you and what he said'

Sarah holds her midsection in fright and said 'he was nothing to me...just a friend..after Simon. I mean my brother died he used to come and console me and one day...just one day we kissed and nothing happen I swear and then he was gone, now I saw him after all these years...he just wants to say he was sorry that he never contacted me'

Theo laugh evilly 'and now you have regrets that he was little late'

Theo walks toward her and lean on top her and said 'But you were always mine...even he had found you before i still have caught you and make you mine...'

He opens his trouser button and he flips Sarah and opens her back dress button ...Sarah resists and said 'No ..plz don't do this... I don't want this'

He sees red how the fuck she can deny him...she never did that ...meeting that Rome guy made her brave... He will show her domination in greater extent ...he forcefully remove her clothes and then enter into her with more force that made her scream like a mad women...she begged she cried but he wants her to know her place...then she was silent like she accepted her faith ..she was numb and shocked or dead but Theo doesn't care he was in that dark corner of his mind that he can't get out...when he took all of his anger and cruelty on her. He pulled out and saw how her wife side face was covered in tears and she was looking numbly at the wall.

Like something inside her is finally dead ...he opens his mouth to say something but he was shocked what he did..fuck

'Sarah' He touch her cold shoulder

She was still and looked into his eyes and then she cries...she start taking hiccups like whatever it was store inside her finally was coming out...she was looking like a fragile child who was all alone and was scared ...she curved her body like a ball and start saying 'im so stupid...I'm so stupid..Stupid...so stupid...

Theo was stun what he was looking at ...he felt someone drag a knife on his chest...he can't see Sarah like this...it was killing him..he immediately runs to his wife and hug her and said 'Calm down Sarah...ssh ssh ssh ...ok don't cry please forgive me please for god sake forgive me ...' He made a plea to his wife, he kissed her head and try to console her and try to make her realize he is truly sorry

Sarah who was gone in her world of darkness where she can't see any hope 'I'm so stupid... I fell in love with you...so stupid. I loved you. I thought you are changed ...I'm so stupid'

Theo was shocked as hell he can't believe what he was listening..She loved him...his plan finally succeeded to make her fall for him but he was hurt and guilt was killing him what he did to her was beyond cruel.

Theo make her looked into her eyes 'sarah looked at me...sarah im ordering you look at me' he knows he can't bring back her from her trance by order and domination and he did it..Sarah looked him from her lifeless eyes

Theo took a long breath 'Im ..I'm sorry what I did...you loved me and I didn't treat you well...Sarah honestly speaking I don't like it when Rome talk to you..he makes me feel...forget it I apologized plz forgive me. I hurt you but I will give the pleasure too that will make you forget everything..' he cups her cheeks but she was saying one thing again and again 'Im stupid. I'm want to die'

Theo was scared for a moment ...what if she did something to her..she doesn't look mentally ok to him...then he said 'Think about Ava but will happen to her when you did something like that..you can't die..think about your daughter'