I Am The Luna (Moonlight Muse) novel Chapter 144

66. A Night to Remember SEBASTIAN. or I Am The Luna Chapter 144 By Moonlight Muse

This is fucking happening, this is real.

I open the door to her bedroom, forcing myself to break away just long enough to make sure I’ve locked the door properly. I don’t need anything to stop me from devouring and claiming her tonight.

Her touch sends rivets of fire through me, and I’m hard for her already. I turn us, pushing her up against the now locked door, capturing her lips once again. She moans breathlessly, kissing me back with equal hunger.

This is a moment I have dreamed of for years and wished for… but now that it’s here, I’m barely able to comprehend the intense storm of emotions that are hitting me like a landslide.

Gratefulness, excitement, desire, pleasure, love… and some that make me feel terrified, although I will never admit it.

The fear and uncertainty that I might hurt her again ripples through me, but deep down, I know I won’t. No matter what, this time I’ll do it right. I’ve watched and observed calmly for the last five years, seen the woman she is, for who she is.

A strong, confident, independent woman who deserves to be cherished. One who can make her own decisions. One who goes above and beyond to take care of others.

I’ve caused her enough pain. My secrets and lies have cost us both and I have reflected enough. Understanding her pain and the heartbreak and learning from it, even if we weren’t together, I tried to be the best co-parent, giving her the space that she needed and the respect that she deserved.

This time I will not mess it up. Not again.

With every caress of our lips against one another’s, I’m losing control of every ounce of willpower and self- control I have had for the last five years.

This is the woman that was made for me, the woman that makes me want to bend my knee to her and lower my head and vow to never hurt her again…

I kiss her cheek, trailing soft slow kisses down her jaw and along her ear, sucking on the tip tenderly. But that is a promise I have made to myself for years, a promise that I will not break…

Our hearts are like two drums beating to one rhythm…

Her hands rake through my hair, a reminder of all the times she would comb her fingers through it after I returned from a long day’s work… not once asking for anything in return.

I claim her lips once more, no longer able to hold back the floodgates on my barrier, and when I slip my tongue into her mouth, I feel hers – feel our emotions bleed and merge as one.

Moving away from the wall, I carry her to the bed, placing her on it like a treasure I dare not break, but at the same time one that is making me lose myself.

For a moment I stare into her burning orange eyes, softly moving her hair back before I kiss her softly, yet deeply. Almost as if I’m afraid of this turning out to be a dream or that she might change her mind.

But instead, she smiles up at me softly, her creamy skin glowing with a hint of a blush, her legs pressed against my sides as I kneel between hers.

I love you.

‘I love you, Foxie.’

“I love you too,” she whispers back as she reaches down, tugging my shirt up and I help her pull it over my head, tossing it aside as she rakes her hands down my chest and abs, her eyes darkening as her gaze follows her hands, enjoying herself.

She slowly licks her lips, running her hand even lower, down my V and making me throb hard as her hands inch closer to my dick.

I bite back a groan, but the moment her hand runs down over my sweatpants and over my cock, she cups my balls, making me swallow hard as pleasure rushes through me.

Fuck yes…

I can already feel myself leaking precum. It’s been far too long and getting off to the thought of her was nowhere as near as intoxicating as having her touch me.

She whimpers as she runs her hands up and down my cock and I grab her wrist, pinning it back against the bed before lacing my fingers with hers.

“Not so fast Beautiful,” I murmur, kissing her lips before I release her wrist and slide my hand under her top. Her eyes flutter shut, and she arches her back.

I kiss her stomach softly, making her suck it in, the scent of her arousal making me lick my lips. Oh, how I want a taste of this sweet pussy.

“Oh, fuck…” she whimpers when I run my tongue up from her belly button, sliding her top up as I go.

She moans again and losing patience; I tear her top down the middle instead, wanting to see her naked breasts. And I’m not disappointed as I gaze down at her see-through white bra.

For a moment, I stare at her, admiring her hardened pink nipples that can be seen clearly through the sheer bra.

She’s fucking beautiful and sexy all at once.

She yanks me down, kissing me passionately and reaching behind her, I unhook her bra. That’s one I want to see her in again.

Running my hands along her smooth back, I relish in the feel of her skin before I grab her boobs, squeezing and fondling them.

She moans against my lips as I squeeze hard, my cock pressed against her pussy. She rubs herself against me and I growl against her lips, yanking her head back slightly.

“You’re driving me crazy,” I warn her quietly. The urge to tear her pants off and fuck her hard right now is strong.

“I like crazy,” she whispers seductively.