I Will Escape novel Chapter 38

I can hear birds chirping and see the sun shining through the blinds.

It’s like a dream, until I wake up back in this nightmare.

The Alpha isn't in the bedroom, I'm so happy. I jump out of bed to go to shower. As I'm washing my body I think how nice it feels to be alone.

I see he has picked clothes out for me, I get dressed. I look around for a note there isn't one. I take it upon myself to go to the kitchen, I'm starving. 

As I'm walking I hear a conversation it doesn't sound like the Alpha but I’m really not sure who it is.

I enhance my hearing, as I am walking to the kitchen. I hear them say I can't believe that Jones had the guts to run from our pack. He is a dead man, once the Alpha finds him. 

He is going to wish he was dead.

He had to be afraid of something more than the Alpha to run, don't you think?

Yes, but what is more scary than the Alpha he is so cold, there's nothing good inside him. 

I walk into the wall and fall backwards. I hear them rushing this way to see where the noise came from. 

Jazz jumps in, “get up and run back to your room now!” I need to hurry before I am seen.

I get to my room next thing I know the door flies open. I have never seen this man before.

I ask him, “Is it time for breakfast? I’m trying to make it seem that I am not out of breath.He says, “of course I would be happy to take you down for breakfast.”

I walk over to him and tell him thank you I'm starving. As we are walking down the steps he's making me feel uneasy not sure what his plan is.

I ask him, “Where is the Alpha?” 

He says that he had to go handle some stuff that he would be back later.

We get to the dining room he tells me to sit down and that he will get the cook to make me something for breakfast.

As I am waiting patiently for breakfast, I see that they are bringing out chocolate chip pancakes. I can't believe it! It has been forever since I had them. I'm so excited to eat it's my favorite breakfast. 

It makes me think, of my mom. 

They aren't as good as what my mom made of course, she made them with love that made them taste even better. I haven't thought about my parents lately it makes me so sad to think about them. 

I block it out I’m not even sure how long it has been. I need to stay focused. I keep eating my pancakes I try to hear if anyone is still talking but I hear nothing. 

The man comes back in the dining room, “Do you know if Tonya is awake?” I question him. She is awake but she’s not allowed to leave her room at the moment. 

“May I ask why?”

I don't know, I just follow orders.

Are you finished with your plate? Yes I motion for him take it. I'll take you back to your room now. As we are walking Jazz comes out.

“Sabrina something is different, I feel a connection to someone who is my family.” 

“The connection feels so strong.” 

“Hold on!”

“No!” Now the feeling its gone. I can't recognize where it was coming from.”

We get to the bedroom I ask Jazz, “What are you talking about?”

I'm confused she's not making any sense.

“Jazz please tell me what’s going on.” 

I'm not sure what is happening myself it felt familiar like another part of me. 

Jazz, “Why didn't I feel anything?”

“I don't know why Sabrina that you don't feel anything, but we need to figure out who it is.”

“I'm familiar with their wolf I don't know who it is, but they are our family I just know it.”

The door swings open I jump the Alpha runs up to me grabs me and says “Let's go!” 

I'm stumbling everywhere not being able to get my footing. 

“Alpha please stop what is going on?” He keeps pulling me along.

“Alpha stop!” 

He stops and holds me up like I weigh nothing and tells me to knock my shit off. Don’t fight me just fucking listen to me and come along.

He let me fall down the stairs I whimper in pain he grabs me making me get up. He starts dragging me outside to the car, throws me in, climbs in next to me and we drive off.