Loving my Rejected Luna novel Chapter 185

After that, Kiara fell into a deep slumber in Zane's arms. She also felt safe in his arms and for the first time, her mind was settled before going to sleep.

By the time she woke up, it was the next morning, Zane was already awake and he was staring down at her with a smile on his face.

“Good morning, my love" He murmured as he leaned down to place a kiss on her lips. She smiled up at him.

“Good morning, it seems you slept well. Your face is brighter" She murmured as she caressed his face and he nodded.

“Yes, Sleeping beside you or with you in my arms always makes me feel better" She sighed as she raised her back up slightly then wrapped her arms around him,pulling him down closer to her.

“I love you and I don't deserve you. I wanted to tell you this last night but I was too tired" She murmured and he chuckled.

“If anyone should feel too lucky to have the other, it should be me. I've always been blessed ever since you walked into my life and even though I know I don't deserve you, I'd never give you up because when it comes to you, I turn into a selfish bastard" She giggled.

“There's something that has always been bugging me though" He tilted his head at her.

“Oh? What is that?"

“Within those two years, why did you never come to see me or rather, didn't you even care if I was doing well? For crying out loud, the pack was all I knew. How did you know I was surviving?" He immediately frowned then let out a sigh before grabbing her hand.

“I was mad at that time, I swore to myself that no matter what, I wasn't going to look for you. I left the pack and trapped myself in my house for over a year and only went to the company to try and get my mind off you but it never worked. I went looking for you though, I couldn't hold it anymore so I wanted to see you. I found out that you still went to that ice cream parlor we used to sneak out to when we were dating so one evening, I went there and when I saw you, I wanted nothing more than to run up to you and kiss you but then,a man came up to your table and when he sat down and you smiled, the anger surged inside me again and I cursed myself for even thinking about you as I left" Kiara sighed.

“Zane, he was just a friend…"

“I know that now but at that time, I guess I really wanted to convince myself that you did in fact cheat on me because I couldn't believe it but I was so caught up with the evidence that I… I didn't even bother listening to you. I guess after that day, I just didn't look for you anymore not even because of the fact that I saw you with another man but I was ashamed to face you. I guess at the back of my mind, I knew you couldn't do something like that. This doesn't still justify my actions Kiara and I feel like I haven't apologized enough. In fact, my apologies shouldn't even be enough because in all this, you suffered the most and I'm sorry and that's why I want to do everything I can for you and our babies" She smiled at him.

“I held a lot of hatred for you in my heart, Zane but in the back of my mind, despite everything, I wished you would come find me. I wished you would get back to your senses and apologize and realize that you were the one who was wrong. Do you know the worst part? Despite everything, I was ready to take you back. I really tried to hate you and it pained me so much that I still loved you and worried about how you were doing. I guess it was true and I did love you more than you loved me" Zane sighed as his hold on her hand tightened.