Desired By My Mate novel Chapter 5

~Avery~

Pain?

No, it could not be, whatever I was feeling was worse than that, I did not know rejection hurt badly even though he never pronounced it with his lips, sooner or later, he will, the boy that I have been waiting my whole life to rescue me from my misery disappointed, my spirit felt weaker than ever because I have been holding on to a false hope for so long, there was no one out to actually love me, I did not want to even live anymore because there was no point.

I was already having headache because of how long that I have been crying, I got up from the floor and chose to look at my reflection in the mirror and I regretted it because it made me cry even more, it would have been so much better if I had not come to this school, I would not have met him, my eyes were bloodshot and I did not want anybody to see me in this horrible state, it might scared them.

Just as I was about to wash my face, I heard footsteps approaching the room, I feared that it might be Ashley, she would definitely question me if she finds me in this state, I would not want her getting into an argument with her brother because of me.

I washed my face quickly but they were still red, my eyebags had not gone yet, I have not slept properly for weeks now, I was always up late cleaning or cooking against the next day, hopefully, I would be able to have a nice sleeping schedule.

I prepared a fake happy look on my face, smiled a few times before heading out of the bathroom, I avoided whoever sat on his bed but she obviously did not want that.

‘’Hey, you! What are you doing here?’’ She inquired in a harsh tone.

I reluctant to answer her but I had to, having a beef with one of the students was the last thing that I wanted but at the same time, I just wanted to be left alone, I have not fully healed from my heartbreak and I was not ready to deal with people.

‘’This is my room.’’ I uttered in a low tone.

‘’Since when exactly? The last time that I checked, it belongs to the Lycan’s son, my boyfriend.’’ She announced.

Her statement made me weak and it brought the words that he told me before he left, once again.

I had to support myself by leaning against the wall but it did not help my dizziness.

‘’Are you even okay?’’ She asked me but it was not in a concerned tone.